numinous:
(adj)
an experience that makes you feel fearful yet fascinated, awed yet attracted- the powerful personal feeling of being overwhelmed and inspired
"Be careful, you are not in Wonderland. I've heard the strange madness long growing in your soul. But you are fortunate in your ignorance, in your isolation. You who have suffered, find where love hides. Give, share, lose - lest we die unbloomed."
